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systemic failure. chills, feverish, weak, can’t think. no Will. i still myself and feel the place where my cyst ruptured sunday night ache dully. back aches, kidneys ache in sympathy. i could cry at any moment. every sound is too loud.

i feel like i have absorbed a poison.

Starsky, my buddy the cat, died today. he got a sinus infection on tuesday, and didn’t eat for days. he was dead by this morning.

i saw him being born. i’m stunned that he is gone so fast. he was only two years old. i will never finish my silent film now.